lovelikethis

“i think tamaki might be at my old place.” kyoya typed when we were on msn this morning. “the area might have looked familiar to him.”

“maybe he missed you.” i wrote back.

“that’s what i thought…he decided to go look for me….then again why would he wanna look for me? to get a beating?” kyoya replied.

i imagine tamaki sitting forlornly under kyoya’s apartment… but unknown to him, kyoya has already moved back to his family’s home. i wonder if tamaki’s sense of direction can manage such a feat, “can tamaki cross the road safely?” i asked.

“maybe he just dashed across.” kyoya reasoned, “anyway, i’ll drive down on thursday or friday and we can look together.”

yesterday night, i dreamt that tamaki came home. kyoya had a dream too:

“i dreamt that i saw a black deformed cat on the street while riding a bus…thought it was tamaki…and then i looked at his foot and realized it wasn’t him…cos his feet were made of turtles….”

i wonder what that could mean?